Now, 56, Moore said she "can't even really bring fully to words how -- lost, empty, desperate -- confused" she felt. She continued, "And I think the weight that it put on Ashton -- you know, it's kind of a natural thing to pull back when somebody's, you know, clinging too tight. Moore said she fell back into fears of not being wanted and losing everything that began when she was a child.
After almost 20 years of sobriety, Moore began to drink again and she said she also began to take Vicodin. Eight years into their relationship, Moore got a notification on her cellphone that Kutcher was "caught cheating," while she was celebrating a film she had directed.
And I think my response was, 'Are you f kidding me? And I think I felt like I could barely take a breath. Right after the call, she had to walk the red carpet for the mini-series she directed in front of photographers. I often like to refer to it as my own personal iron man suit. I can literally put it on and it's just like -- I can disassociate. She continued, "It was about being the 2-year-old who wasn't safe -- that this really represented that I'm not lovable, that I'm -- I'm not deserving.
And that's not about him. That's all just about me. Moore wrote that she broke 20 years of sobriety because Kutcher questioned the existence of alcoholism. Her drinking also increased after she suffered a miscarriage at six months and after her efforts to get pregnant again failed. The marriage finally ended after she said Kutcher cheated on her for the second time in Moore said she learned about his infidelity via a Google alert on her phone. Moore claimed that Kutcher was not that apologetic.
Kutcher appeared to deny the cheating reports in when he accepted an award for character from a center at Drake University in Iowa that teaches leadership development. Despite the turmoil in their marriage, Demi maintains she is grateful for her ex has she been listening to Thank U, Next? They became engaged two years later and got married in July , and have two children together — Wyatt, four, and two-year-old Dimitri.
Demi, meanwhile, has ruled out any relationships for the foreseeable, instead choosing to focus on herself. If you've got a celebrity story, video or pictures get in touch with the Metro. Poppy Logo. FB house promo. Got a showbiz story? Share this article via facebook Share this article via twitter Share this article via messenger Share this with Share this article via email Share this article via flipboard Copy link.
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